We had a lovely long week in the Pacific Northwest, outwearing our welcome with David’s sister and her lovely fiance’. We spent a little time in Seattle proper, strayed to Oregon’s Seaside coastal area, and then the remainder of our time on Peugot Sound, in the Hood Canal area. It was a wonderful and relaxing trip. (I was secretly GIDDY over not having to come up with and cook 3 meals a day – what a TREAT!!!)

Since there are a TON of photos, I’ll just link the Flickr albums here. If any of our NW friends & fam would like a digital copy of these piks, please contact me with the file number(s) and I’ll get them to you, no problem. (David_and_Tracie at y a hooo)

Seattle – Seaside coastal area in Oregon

Seattle – Seattle – Tulip Festival

Seattle – Hood Canal and area

Seattle – Little Red Riding Hood

I’m so proud of my little girl.
Thank you, Ava, for helping me bring my “vision” to life, in the cutest way EVER.

You are my best.

In early January we took Ava on a vacation with us to Florida, and then on a Caribbean cruise for 7 days. Having just lost yet another pregnancy (this one at 12 weeks, after the twin was lost at 8 weeks) just hours prior to leaving, I was a HOT MESS to say the least.
But with the help of a whole ‘lotta ativan, a patient husband, and a daughter that just liked to hang with her ponies in our fancy-schmancy balcony room… well, the trip was not that bad.
We went to Belize, Honduras, Cozemel and Grand Cayman.

Here are some piks…
(the cuties other than Ava are some random beachbums)

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Some old, something new, something pink, nothing blue.
Oh how I love my little girlies.

ps – oh now Mighty Max feels left out.
OK, cutie. Only because you gave me “dimple”.

If anyone knows me, or heck, talks to me for more than a minute, knows that having kids is what I’ve looked forward to since I was a tween. And ever since I was that tween, I’ve been announcing that I wanted girls. LOTS and lots of GIRLS. And in my single solitary moment of wretchedness, my mother would snarl and me and say “I hope you get 6 girls. JUST. LIKE. YOU.”
And I never took that as the dig I’m sure she meant. I took that as another echo of my wishes.

Flash ahead too many years, and here I was, finally pregnant! I remember sitting on the ultrasound table the big reveal day, dealing with the guilt I was feeling; wishing so hard for girl, but not even caring. That’s how bad I wanted it. The room was quiet, the tech started, and warned us Nemo was in the wrong position for a gender check. (heart sink)
Then as we were finishing up, BAM! I saw it! Those 3 little lines, “a hamburger” not hot dog. I burst into tears, only to hear what was playing on the tech’s small clock radio in the corner… It was Stevie Wonder’s “Isn’t She Lovely” (I swear).

What an amazing moment in my life.

Flash ahead another 3 years and here we sit. EVERYTHING this kid does fascinates me. ANYTHING she says is amazing. She is sensitive, she is sweet. She is funny, and she is habitual and repetitive. She is spirited, she is quiet. She is loud, she is tender. She sings (oh BOY! does she sing!) and she likes to trick you into coming upstairs to “snuggle for a little bit” but what she really wants is company while she has a couple pulls off her binky, and a quick snuggle with her blankies. (“that one” and “the other one”)
She has that freakish memory thing her dad has. She has my sense of humor, and love of music. (Glee anyone?)
While she pretends to hate going to “school” she loves being around other people and learning new things. Tell her something twice, she’s got it. Until she pretends she can’t hear you. Which is often. She’s two. Three.

Favorite toys? Her Princess dress and “clap” shoes upon each wakening. Dino, Sally, doing puzzles, and feeding her babies. She’ll eat just about anything, but still has the remenants of a “texture adversion” where squishy things turn her off. We spend our days playing, reading, visiting Eagle’s Nest or playlands with her bestie, Julia, and the other ladies we love so much. She loves Uncle Bloopers, but they fight all the time. I’m going to have to separate those two. Favorite shows are anything on NikJr, but Yo Gabba, Kai Lan and Bob the Builder get a lot of play right now. It varies week to week. Tinkerbell rules. Period.

I’ve made it no secret that I owe this kid my life. She doesn’t need to know that, and it’s not her roll as a kid. But there’s a reason why I got her first, before all this infertility shit changed our lives. I don’t know why we got the prize first, but it’s made me the happiest barren momma in the world.

She was my little birthday gift. A gift of the most amazing kind. And I cannot wait to see what she brings our way each and every year.

Happy 3rd Birthday, Ava Claire.
You are my (very) best.

Love, Momma

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The 1st few months of these rocking chairs pictures are right here (click this)
Hair clean? Nail trimmed? Dog washed? Well then, you need something to do.
Here’s her 1st two videos, newborn and the first couple months.
Oh for cute.


(generic pik swiped from google))

My father has made Risotto, usually a seafood dish of some sort, for years. Long ago I figured out that it’s an impressive dish that isn’t that hard, doesn’t have to be expensive, and it’s just damn good. Haven’t made a bad batch yet. And that’s saying something, if you’ve eaten at our house.

There’s a hundred ways to cook it, but following the package’s directions is my least favorite. You NEED to modify it “my” way, it just tastes better. You can wing every measurement (I do) and substitute whatever you think is good, or you have on hand. I make “leftover risotto” sometimes, just using what I have bits ‘n pieces left in the fridge. pantry and freezer. Go wild!

So here we go!
(it’s easy to make, but takes some prep and standing at the stove, stirring)

1. get your stock going on a pot, heat it hot. You don’t want to add cold stock to your hot pan of rice. I use low-sodium chicken stock, usually a large can or two cartons. I ALWAYS double the batch. If I need a little more liquid at the end, I just toss in some hot water.

2. Get the LARGEST wide/flat pan you have. You’ve already chopped and diced your ingredients, so start by tossing some onions and garlic in the pan with a lil’ EVOO. Soften, and add the risotto rice. (in most groceries, they just have packages, I get one plain and one of the saffron or wild mushroom kinds, I bet it’s about 2 cups of dry rice total???? I’d make it with 3 packets, but I’m not sure my big flat pan would hold it all when done. It grows!)

3. Let the rice sautee up for about 3-4 mins, and then I throw in about 1 cup of white wine and the juice of half a lemon. (to each their own, I like my risotto “bright”) Let simmer for about 3 minutes, stirring gently the whole time. Don’t go breaking those tender rice pieces, be nice to the rice.

4. Take inventory of what you want to toss into your risotto – if you’re putting in chicken or turkey (I like dark meat only in this dish) think about when you want to put it in to cook. (raw meat, usually pretty early on, it takes about 20 mins to simmer rice to being done???) Things like mushrooms and peppers go in just as the rice is getting soft, things like shrimp go in very last, just to heat. You just ladle in a large scoop (1-2 cups) of hot stock, and stir gently. Once the rice absorbs most of the liquid (still kinda soupy but not quite) you repeat that again. And again. And again. Once your rice is “al dente” go another couple minutes and you’re done! Almost…

5. You have your shredded parm (use the good stuff, freshly grated or shaved if you can) and toss in about 1/2 stick of butter and about 1-2 cups of the parm. Or parm mix. Again, whatevs. Save a lil’ for the top as you serve. Serve in a large bowl or straight from the pan. Garish or not, I don’t care. haha. This stuff is AMAZING the second day, just heat slowly in the oven to warm it up, again, stirring gently as to not break up the rice and make it all mushy. It should have a little bite to it, NOT be a muchy hot mess. AL DENTE. (not crunchy. Got it?)

As I said, I’ve made all kinds of flavors: Seafood with shrimp and chunks of crab, Dark Turkey meat with dried cherries and walnuts and a hint of sage, chicken and peppers, savory mushroom and almonds… you canget inspiration from epicurious or the sort, or like I said, just empty your stashes. It can be a side dish without all the stuff, or load it up to make it the main course with crusty bread and a salad.

Enjoy !!! (and let me know how yours turned out!)
Chef Tracie

This girl, she’s my best.

It’s the 1st anniversary of my Poppa Ray’s passing, and I think of him often. While Alzheimer’s is a cruel and rotten disease, it’s kind in that you can often skip those last few years, and just recall the earlier fun ones.
Which is what I do.

One of my favorite memories is still the one about his choice in breakfast foods.
You can peek at that here (CLICK THIS).
-TB

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